Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Trust!!!!

Trust???Apekah itu??
Andai diterjemahkan kepada bahasa melayu, ia bermaksud kepercayaan...
Hmm...ape y ak tau pasal kepercayaan nih eh...
Dulu masa kat skolah cikgu ak ajar cani...

" Murid-murid...Angkat tgn cani pastu ikut cikgu sebut ye..

Bahawasanya kami,
rakyat Malaysia berikrar,
akan menumpukan seluruh tenaga dan usaha kami,
bagi mencapai cita-cita tersebut,
berdasarkan atas prinsip-prinsip yang berikut,

1)Kepercayaan Kepada tuhan
2)Kesetiaan Kepada Raja Dan Negara
3)Keluhuran Perlembagaan
4)Kedaulatan Undang-undang
5)Kesopanan dan Kesusilaan

......................"

Camtu la lebih kurang...mungkin itu la kot maksud Trust/Kepercayaan.....
Kat situ xde pulak die kate kepercayaan kepada manusia...
Oleh yang demikian, mengambil apa yang telah cikgu ak ajar dari kecik sampai la ak da jadi manusia nih, xperlu la percaya kepada manusia..buang masa, buang tenaga, buang karen, perabiskan boreh jo..
Mungkin ada betulnya cikgu ak xajar suruh percaya kat manusia..br hari nih ak paham kenape..
Sbbnya, apa y ak nampak, bila kita percaya kat manusia, xsemestinya apa y kita percaya tu betul dan jadi kenyataan..contohnya bila kite percaya bahawa sahabat kita akan bagi hadiah masa besday kite..kalau dia bagi ok la..tp kalau die xbagi, adus...sedih jugak rasa..
Cuba kalau kite xcaye...kite xpercaya kawan kite bagi kite hadiah masa besday kite..kalau xdapat, da tentu xde hal ape kan??tp kalau dapat, alangkah bahagianya...

Tuh contoh je..so...buat masa nih ak masih xmau percaya kat sapa²..family tuh len cite la..
Ak pon xtau, should i??
huhuhu...bosan sudah...tiap kali ak percaya, pasti dikhianati.....ahhh....


............sambung korek idung balik ah...

Sunday, May 24, 2009

230509

Take a breath,
I'll pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
you'll never know the way,
it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something to take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
and there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
if it takes you forever, I want you to know

when I hear your voice,
it's drowning in the whispers
your just skin and bones
there's nothing left to take
and no matter what I do
I can't make you feel better
if only I could find the answer
to help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
and there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
if it takes you forever, I want you to know

[that] if you fall, stumble down,
I'll pick you up off the ground.
If you lose faith in you,
I'll give you strength to pull through.
Tell me you won't give up,
cause I'll be waiting here if you fall
you know I'll be there for you

If only I could find the answer,
to take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
and there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
if it takes you forever, I want you to know

ohh, ohh
I wish I could save you...
ohh, ohh
I want you to know...
Ohh, ohh
I wish I could save you...


Soooooooo many things happen cause me feel very² tired..
Tired from top to the bottom of the bottom...ahhh...
I really hope that some1 with me now that can lend me shoulder to cry on..
Tired of doing the same thing everyday..telling same things everyday...
Don't u understand hun????????????????????????????????????????
I don't know what should i do next syg...
Ahhh...I know i should not sigh??But its all i can do now..that's all i can do................

Sometime i feel that i want to go far away from here...where there is no people..Only Alien..
So, i do what i want, and they do what they want..But run away from problem is not me..
Enough la merepek²...
Da la sesat tah mane²..but i dun mind..as long as u with me..my strenght is there..
But once u told that......ahh...i feel that u do not appreciate..
Or shud i put u in a bottle where u can see noone???
U keep telling me that u hate being compared with other people but u ask me to compare it...
wat the heck!!!

Udah la..Mau cuci muka,tidur..Babai...

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Holiday At Lost World of Tambun


08/05/2009 - CIMB Family day at Lost World Of Tambun..It takes me long time to upload this..So many Q1 works to do..so left this behind first and only today i have the time to upload this..wahahhah...Hepi sgt..I can meet with my family, talk to mom and dad...Habis ilang sume problem ofis..Anyway, this is all the pics i have in my handphone..others in my dad's cam..
Next time i add another pics..huhuhu...anyway, this pic all remind me of our dream to be a happy family..Let's make it real my bros n sistas...




Kerutan mereka² yang xsabar² nk menyelam..hahaha...


With my sista..Da jadi anak dara upenya..


Asal muncung je mama...xsedap ke ayor tu..kui3...


With my Lil Bro...


Gile kecik² lagi da posing..Terpengaruh ngan akak² die la nih...ish3...



In Front Of Lost World Of Tambun Entrance



With My Lovely Mom



Poyo² Berani..Padahal dalam tu cuak giler..hahhaa...




Posing dulu sebelum Gambar Basah nnt..hahaha...


Monday, May 18, 2009

Kaizen oh Kaizen...

Baru je ingat nk focus on reports, slide....skali abg mie suruh jadi kaizen leader la pulak..
huhuh...
seb bek la abg pacai ade..kalau tidak mau ponin palo nk pk kaizen ape nih..
ape² pon, thanks to abg mie jugak la for giving me this oppurtunity...
Kaizen Leader huh??
blh ke ak jadi leader nih..buat je la..
once org da bagi kepercayaan atau org kg ak panggil TRUST, jgn khianati..
sbb once org da xcaye, sampai bila² org xkn caye..

So..tgk je la nnt ape akan jadi..cuak tu xde la..
risau kot² xde sape nk respek as a leader..
p mampos ah..y penting blh jugak ak masuk dalam report ak nnt..
kekekekkee.....

Sunday, May 17, 2009

An Entrapment

My love, I have tried with all my being
to grasp a form comparable to thine own,
but nothing seems worthy;

I know now why Shakespeare could not
compare his love to a summer’s day.
It would be a crime to denounce the beauty
of such a creature as thee,
to simply cast away the precision
God had placed in forging you.

Each facet of your being
whether it physical or spiritual
is an ensnarement
from which there is no release.
But I do not wish release.
I wish to stay entrapped forever.
With you for all eternity.
Our hearts, always as one.

Kerja...kerja...kerja...

Ahh..
tomorrow comes another weekday...adui..
soo many things to b done..
da la kali nih prepare data monthly assembly xpat kupon kfc..
bulan depan xmau buat da..
hahaha...

baru je ingat nk post gambar batang kali ngan genting..
jap ag la kalau sempat..nk g basuh baju jap..
kui3...

Friday, May 15, 2009

Weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Weekend dtg lagi....hahahaa...bestnya..xsabar nk balik rumah rehat² ujung minggu...
penatnya keje minggu nih..badan xpenat sgt p otak y penat..
penat nk layan kerenah management..y ntah ape²..
huhu..
sumtimes rasa mcm dengki je tgk membe² y intern tempat len..
tgh² intern cani patutnya selain nk dpt ilmu pasal keje, patutnya time ni la amik kesempatan nk rehat lepas 3taun dok ngadap muka lecturer je..
time nih la blh nk g jenjalan mkn angin ke, nk lepak² ngan membe² ke...
tp ak??huhu...nk balik kg pon xsempat dow...
mungkin ada hikmah sebalik apa y berlaku nih..
ak pon xtau ape hikmah tu tp ak percaya hikmah itu adalah sesuatu y terbaik bagi ak...

Credit to my SV, abg pacai....dlm keadaan ak y makin hari makin xde mood, hanya die je tmpt untuk ak luahkan segala kekesalan, kepenatan....prob keje maupon prob personal...
Thanks for lending me ur shoulder for me to cry on...
Dlm² borak ngan die sambil menyedut asap tembakau dengan air mangga 50sen kat blkg tu, byk nasihat y die bagi selain ak sendiri teringat kembali nasihat² y telah org bg kat ak sebelum nih..mmg ak akui, manusia mudah lupa..bukan melayu je...
antara y ak ingat kembali ms dok borak² td, ape y sum1 telah kate kat ak bila ak gtau y ak nk nikmati masa muda ak sebaiknya..maklum la...muda hanya sekali je..
tp dia tanya ak balik, ko nk x muda 2X??
ak cam xcaye...blh ke muda 2X??
dia kata mmg blh...sume org blh jadi muda 2X..nk ngan xnk je..
ak tanye balik, cane...
dia kate, bila da masuk syurga nnt xkn ade org tua...suma muda je..
pastu ak diam...
tu la antara ayat y buatkan ak berpikir panjang....mmg indah ayat² y dia susun...
hampir ak mengalirkan air mata..

Ahhhh...da 10.30 mlm nih...lmbtnya kol 12..xsabar la pulak rasanya nk balik nih..
ingat nk update blog pasal g tambun ngan gath kcarlife kat batang kali ngan genting tu..
p lupa lak nk bawak kabel..gambar² sume ade lam nset..xpe²..t blk umah la update..
kat sini nk update kang org pk ape pulak..da la bukak tenet..hahhaaha...

Tp b rindu hun....................
td b lalu bilik training tu gelap je..
nampak² hun tgh ngajo kat situ..ur smile..ahh..really mish dat....
senyuman y buatkan b nk marah, pastu xjadi..dats y la syg..b xtgk muka hun aritu..
kang xjadi nk marah...hahahhahaha.....
and sooo sorry for that day..but i like it..
hun tau b mrh but u still always be by my side...thanks hun...
Saaaayang hun sgt²...mmuahh..mmuahh..mmuahh..
Dats another thing y i love u hun...
Lets keep our relation together..i wanna b with u forever...

Friday, May 8, 2009

Family Mode activated!!!!

Adui..
Da lame ak xmen gitar..bila nk men balik jari nih rasa keras je..
gitar pon da out of tune..nk kena beli string len la..
g-string pon xde nk kena tukar selalu..
hahahahahahha...susah² pakai ja g-string nih..
kui3...

Friday..............da bosan tdo..xtau da nk watpe nih..
petang² nih sket g tambun, pinjam laptop dak² nih la nk wat report
korg nk g mandi, g la mandi...abg korg nih nk wat report..
hahaha...

Xsabarnya nk jumpa korg...i mish all of u...
want to hug all of u rite now...huhuhu...











Boney M - Hooray!!Hooray!!

digge ding ding ding digge digge ding ding

hey - di - hey - di - hoh

digge ding ding ding digge digge ding ding

hey - di - hey - di - hoh



there's a place I know where we should go - heydiheydihoh

won' t you take me there your lady fair - heydiheydihoh

there's a brook near-by the grass grows high - heydiheydihoh

where we both can hide side by side - heydiheydihoh



Hooray! Hooray! It's A Holi-Holiday

what a world of fun for everyone, holi-holiday

Hooray! Hooray! It's A Holi-Holiday

sing a summer song, skip along, holi-holiday

it's a holi-holiday



there's a country fair not far from there - heydiheydihoh

on a carousel the dingdong bell - heydiheydihoh

on the loop di loop we swing and swoop - heydiheydihoh

and what else we'll do is up to you - heydiheydihoh



Hooray! Hooray! It's A Holi-Holiday

what a world of fun for everyone, holi-holiday

Hooray! Hooray! It's A Holi-Holiday

sing a summer song, skip along, holi-holiday

it's a holi-holiday



Well, I'm game

fun is the thing I'm after

now let's a'live it up today

get set for love and laughter



Well, let's go

time isn't here for wasting

life is so full of sweet sweet things

I'd like to do some tasting



Hooray! Hooray! It's A Holi-Holiday

what a world of fun for everyone, holi-holiday

Hooray! Hooray! It's A Holi-Holiday

sing a summer song, skip along, holi-holiday

it's a holi-holiday



in the country side we take a ride - heydiheydihoh

where the stars will shine lots of time - heydiheydihoh

back of your old car we might get far - heydiheydihoh

in the summerbreeze we feel at ease - heydiheydihoh



Hooray! Hooray! It's A Holi-Holiday

what a world of fun for everyone, holi-holiday

Hooray! Hooray! It's A Holi-Holiday

sing a summer song, skip along, holi-holiday

it's a holi-holiday, it's a holi-holiday






Lets holiday guys... hehehe...

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Lost World of Tambun....

Adui...penat sungguh malam nih..
nk kate keje byk, xde la sgt..mcm biasa je..
tp penat² pon, esok ak da stat cuti... hehe..
patutnya keje je cam biasa tp ak mintak cuti..
Ahh...rindunya nk jumpa mak ayah..adik²...

But until next monday, i maybe can't see u..
of course i'm gonna miss u badly hun.. :-( ...
friday and saturday u'll be working right?
And Sunday to Nilai..then it should be not much time to borak²..huhu..
and maybe after this, we should be very bz with our upcoming duty/job..
Then next week u'll be bz for that japan shipment ceremony..
i wish that i can be ur partner on that day..maybe i'll feel very sick if u'll be partnered with other guy..huhuhu...If so, just dun let me know who is he..huhuhu...
But it's ok..i'll try to keep it low as i can..dun worry hun..
And me too should be very busy..
I haf to prepare the report, presentation slide and preparation for my SV 2nd visit..
Also with the mini project..Duhh...soo many works to do..not including job as a QC..
SCM...Ijou report...New GA model..aduh sayang.......I wish that i can let go all of these...
Lets my mind free......

And thanks Allah...In this kind of situation, He give me chance to go for a holiday at Lost World of Tambun..
IPOH!!!!!Here I Come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let's enjoy and release the tentions..go Problems go...go far away from me..
I dun want u..hahaha...

And then, my eyes slowly getting very hard to open..
Then it is time for me to stop thinking of these..and just close my eyes...
:-) ...

Watever pun,u'll always be in my heart hun...
Love n miss u soooooooo much hun..

:-) ....

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

A new day has come....

Ahhh...(errr...used to be tampor by abg Pacai by saying this.."Alhamdulillah...")
hehehe...then Alhamdulillah...
Everything seems like fading away..I'm already start talking with 'him'...
And thanks to abg Pacai for being understanding..
also to u too syg.... :-) ...no wonder la why i love u..

Tapi kan, today is my first day masuk kedai pengantin..baru ingat nk masuk bila da betul² nk kawen nnt..hun la nih..ade ke ajak b g kedai pengantin..huhuhu...
Then i reallize that, marriage is not just simple plan..we have to be ready in every aspect...
mental, physical(must!!!hahahaha...), finance.....mintak pulak nk buat kat dewan..adui..
pokai den...hahaha...nak buat grand² kawen ngan tokei dewan tu la..hari² leh masuk dewan..
hahahahaha....
But anything for u hun...I'll try my best..bak kate org kg b, gambatte kudasai..
hahahahaha....

Molek
by Elyana

ku tahu ku bukan terbaik
namun ku rasa kita molek
sebagai sepasangan
merpati dua sejoli

tik tok tik
detak detik waktu
usah dibiarkan berlaku
tanpaku disisimu
tanpaku kekasihmu

setiap kali ku baca
hikayat cinta agung
tragedi komedi aku selasai
seolah ia tercipta menceritakan
tentang kisah kita

selalu mahu selalu
dekat denganmu
saling termangu
cemburu, resah dan rindu
bergaul rasa bila kau tiada


Love u soooo much hun....MMuahh...

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Nepal...oh Nepal...

Duh...penatnya rini..bak kate org kampung ak, exhausted..haha..
Aim ak nk siapkan data² untuk monthly assembly tapi terpaksa pulak handle rework..
Adui..Monthly Assembly da la khamis nih.xtau la nih sempat ke x..
tapi cane pon esok kena siapkan jugak..xpasal² nanti ad suara² sumbang ngata kat blkg lagi..

Emm..walaupun gitu, ak rasa ak skrg da jauh berbaza dgn ak yang dulu..
maksud ak sebelum ak join SOEM sampai la skrg da hampir 6bulan ak bersama SOEM...
Aku sendiri boleh rasa y ak bukan lagi ak y dulu..mungkin terdapat byk faktor..
Antaranya boleh ak katekan sbb SOEM berada di sebuah kota..maklum la..ak nih org kampung je.
kat sini suasana tak sama dengan suasana di tempat lain.Di kota besar ni, kita takde sape². We have to be independent..(tu kata org kampung ak lagi la..hahaha...).Semua apa y kite buat, kita y tentukan sendiri..Salah jalan, jangan la malu nk bertanya arah y betul..Dengan kate lain, kita semua di beri pilihan..Keputusan untuk pilih jalan mane y kita nk lalu terpulang pada kita.Tak akan ada org y akan tahan/halang..Cuma kalau salah jalan, silap² tolnya pulak la mahal..Silap² ntah sampai mane² la pulak kan..hehehe..

Berbalik kepada ak kat SOEM nih ak rasa sgt bersyukur kerana dalam ak sering lupakan-NYA, Dia tetap x lupakan ak..Aku bukan Rasulullah SAW y ad kelebihan untuk 'bercakap' secara direct dgn Yang Maha Pencipta tp Dia hantarkan ak seorg SV y pada ak blh guide ak, dengan cara y ak boleh terima..Ak sgt² bersyukur..Terima Kasih Ya ALLAH...Izinkan ak untuk tuliskan namanya kat sini.. Faizal bin Mohammed Daud..terima kasih abg atas segala tunjuk ajar, panduan, nasihat y abg berikan.Mungkin perkenalan kita xlama tapi kita seolah² da lama kenal.Walau marah mana sekalipn, teguran y dia berikan xpernah buatkan baran ak tiba² naik..Mungkin dia tau macam mana nk handle org y baran ni kot sbb dia pon baran jugak..hehe..Segala masalah ak, personal maupun pasal kerja, pada dia lah ak mengadu..Bila fikirkan y waktu untuk ak intership nih sudah semakin hampir, ak rasa sebak..selama 5bulan ni, kemana saja dia pergi, meeting, rework, rehat, mkn, mengulor, surau...mesti dia akan ajak ak skali..Ada je perkara y nk dibualkan..dari pasal keje sampai la ke hal personal....Dia mmg umpama seorg abg y sgt sygkan adiknya..
Tapi bila manpower da shortage, ak ngan dia terpaksa dipisahkan..sbb ak kena jadi Acting Engineer untuk shift A dan dia PIC untuk shift B..jadi kitorg terpaksa masuk shift..kalau dia malam, ak pagi..ak malam, dia pulak pagi..kalau sempat jumpa pun sekejap je masa overlap..Tapi ak rasa ak nk mintak ak masuk shift pagi je..sbb skrg nih masa da suntuk..ak nk kena prepare report internship dgn slide presentation ak nnt..kalau ikotkan lecturer, dia nk dtg 5/6/2009.. Kirenya lepas tarikh tu ak da merdeka dari internship..Plan ak nk tamatkan awal..mungkin 15/6 tu last day ak..aku da penat..ak rasa keje ak buat ngalahkan y permenant..tp setakat nih xde sape pon y appreciate ape y ak buat..ak xmintak pon..tp bila ada prob, mula la nk cari ak...

Tapi bila pk² balik, makin lama ak makin kenal ramai org..sampai ke budak KU Power pon ade y ak da rapat..mungkin sbb slalu g blkg same kot..pastu da handle rework nih slalunya diorg la y kena buat..ak tgk je..hahaha...
tp ade y buatkan ak jadi bosan bile org keep salahkan ak..tegur pon xkena cara..

Apa² hal pon, thanks syg for always being soo supportive.. B saaaaaayang Hun taw...

The first....

Salam and good day,

First of all, actually i don't really know why i feel like i want to start blogging..
Some said that blogging can express feeling just like diary..(but diary is quite personal isn't it??..whatever..)

As this is my first time, act there is soooo much to be written here..
but looking at the time, is around half an hour past 12am, maybe i should continue later..
its time for me to sleep act..

Then, lets sharing the good and the bad..as it can improve myself to be a better person..

:)